well first journal entry. pretty special. woohoo.. i should be doing some homework but i'm too lame to do it on a friday night at 1:55 a.m. soo instead i'm burning time doing this. go me.

so i have this friend, he has some problem where randomly his side will hurt excrutiatingly (did i spell that right..?). and nobody knows what it is.. but it's been moving up his body. if it continues it'll eventually move up to his head, and you know what that could mean. all he can do when it acts up is lay down or try to take his mind off of it. it's the scariest thing when you see it in person. haha i remember one time it was really bad and his girlfriend went downstairs to get his dad. he told me to turn off the lamp that is somewhat above his bed... i kinda failed at that.. i was trying to turn the knob thingy and it ended up falling and hitting him on the head. -_-;; somehow he muttered "good job." sarcastically obviously.

anyway.. it never really hit me how serious this really is until just a while ago. i try not to be too spazzy about it, b/c he would probably get annoyed, but now i'm worried. he sent me an email saying that he didn't want to go yet and it wasn't his time... AW WHY DID I DELETE THAT?! dammit.. i deleted that email. i should have kept it.. but then again... maybe not. oh well.. no regrets if i look at it a certain way.

and now i'm listening to walking on air by kerli. good song. gets annoying after awhile, but still nonetheless good. ^^

okay well i guess i should go and.. idk yet. i'm probably not going to go to bed yet. maybe i'll photoshop or something.. yeah that sounds good.

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